Aesthetics Of Melancholy
Wildfire Sunrise, Colorado, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 15.75"x21" |
My exhibit, Aesthetics of Melancholy, at Rosalux Gallery in Minneapolis, opened on November 2nd and closed on November 30, 2024. This new work builds on my last exhibit, Don't Go Into The Light, also at Rosalux, in November, 2022. Below are images of some, not all, of the pieces in the
exhibition and thoughts on the process and meaning of the work.
Aesthetics of Melancholy, Installation View. |
Aesthetics of Melancholy, Installation View. |
These works were made between the summers of 2023 and 2024, in locations as varied as New York's Hudson Valley, Gettysburg National Park, and the Roaring Fork Valley of Colorado. Despite appearances, each image is entirely in-focus. Image capture is triggered after I place various studio-made, custom plastic filters in front of the lens. The plastics distort the intensity, saturation, contrast, and wavelength of incoming light. The photographs are not digitally altered beyond common color correction for screen or printing.
Kaaterskill Falls, New York, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 15.75"x21" |
On Process
First
I see something. Then bring the camera viewfinder to my eye. I then see
something entirely different and, at times, less engaging. If it passes
this test of first transformation, I press the shutter, and review.
Now, I see something else, twice removed from what I originally saw.
Later, I slip the card out of the camera to view on my laptop, press the
space bar, and what is seen is new once again. Images that looked great
on a three-inch camera screen, now fully backlit, fall short. The
original excitement for an image may have dissipated.
Still, one out of a series may go on from here. Finally, there is my
input as I edit an image for yet another, even greater transformation
—the print. Now, the image is viewed on my large, matte screen capable
of 98% Adobe RGB color gamut. For each test, the "proof," I act as a
kind of translator between two similar, yet distinct, modalities where I
could spend hours on subtle differences between the two. Each re-proof
changes how the same image, last printed, is perceived. Detail and
tonality are often unchanged, proof to re-proof, but color is ever
shifting with my subjectivity, ambient light, paper choice, and in
comparison to a prior proof.
The
final print can be, possibly must be, as different from the screen
image as a negative is from a wet print. Printing is as necessary to the
art-making process as that first sight which compelled me to lift the
viewfinder to my eye. Because of this, there is no proper way to select a
suite of images from a screen for an exhibit of prints. The solution is to create many more prints than a space can hold so the relationship
between images, which creates meaning, can be fully understood. Only
then can the depth of the work come together and become visible to you.
On Presentation
I've
always had difficulty with common display modalities of photographs,
i.e. frame, mat and glass, so like my prints on polyester, for my prior
exhibit in 2022, I wanted to explore something new. The images are low
contrast and highly saturated due to the process of photographing
through plastic sheeting, so I felt printing on a matte cotton paper
would be appropriate and transformative —elevating each image beyond the screen on which
we so often view digital photographs.
The
work is printed on either Epson Legacy Fibre —a Rives BFK-like, matte
cotton rag paper made by Canson, or on Hahnemühle Photo Rag —a matte
cotton paper with a subtle, watercolor paper-like texture. Heavy ink
deposits on textured, matte papers harmonized with the painterly imagery born out of the filtered photographic process. This physical presence is part of
the experience of the work, blurring the boundaries of photography and
painting.
Placing
prints behind glass would work against the physical presence I was
going for. So, despite the good advice of more than one framer, I chose
to mount the prints on Dibond (a plastic panel sandwiched between two
thin pieces of aluminum) within a frame with no glazing. It's unsettling
for me to give part of the process over to someone else, but I could
not accomplish mounting of delicate prints in my studio, so had the
mounting done by a Minneapolis print shop.
Walkers, Storm King Art Center, New York, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 15.75"x21" |
On Meaning
My landscape photographs depict places of personal or cultural significance, all potent sites of melancholy, and are evocative of my artistic influences from American Luminist painters to German painter Gerhard Richter, photographers Edward Steichen to Richard Misrach. My intention is to create an experience of melancholy linked to the experience of nature; to synthesize the pleasure of living on this planet with the grief of change.
Melancholy is not sorrow nor depression, but an aesthetic-emotive response to internal or external stimuli. Landscape, a memory, an image, quality of light, a thought, or even scent —these things, and others, can trigger or sustain it. Melancholy has a counterpart in the sublime, and both have roots in nature experience and human emotion. Where sublimity is the transmutation of terror into awe, melancholy is the intentional contemplation of transience, longing or a faint promise of hope; it connects the past with the present, harmonizes the painful with the pleasurable, and links imagination to emotion. Melancholy, like the sublime, is a reflective experience capable of elevating us above unprocessed emotions and synthesizing feeling, memory, imagination, experience, place, and time.
The path to this show was not a straight one. It began within the context of an artist residency at Cedar Creek Ecosystem Science Reserve where I discovered the concept of hauntology, revisited folk horror, and imagined an occult practice in the artifacts and landscapes of ecology science. Then there is my time in the construction and nursery trades surrounded by, and viewing the world through sheet plastics. Of course, there is climate change, apocalyptic thinking and the raw emotions surrounding our culpability. There is also my history of training and practice as a painter, which undoubtedly influences my photography.
In 2022, a young student came to my exhibit "Don't Go Into the Light" (a reference to the film Poltergeist) and, as I was there that day, told me that the work was "so beautiful, she needed to cry." I think that response to the work was, to some degree, the impetus for the theme of the current exhibit.
As I often do, in preparation for an upcoming exhibit, I began exploring possible show titles through the practice of web searching relevant keywords. This research yielded an article titled Melancholy as an Aesthetic Emotion printed in the journal Contemporary Aesthetics, Volume I, by Emily Brady. I was floored by her consolidation of the many disparate notions and thoughts I had about where my work was and is going. The ideas it presented also helped me recall how, in childhood, I would get lost in an experience I could only describe, now, as an intentionally sustained, internal experience of sadness and beauty whose net outcome felt positive. The experience was most often stirred by a landscape, a quality of light, something as simple as staring, alone, out a window at dusk.
The images above and below each have their own background story —the moment of image capture as well as the significance of the site for me, personally. However, I do not consider myself a photographic story-teller. It is preferable that I do not interject my "reason" for working with a location as it could focus the experience too much on the artist. Many sites are compelling, but that alone doesn't make the work, and sometimes, hard as one tries, imagery from a location might yield little, if any, art. Lastly, a little self-criticism is warranted —I could have developed greater connection between individual images, either by placement or selection.
Mountain-Side House, Colorado, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 15.75"x21" |
Fishing, Smith Point, New York, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 22.5"x30" |
Oil Spring, Seneca Nation, New York, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 15.75"x21" |
Wedding Party, Pickett’s Charge, Gettysburg, 2024, framed pigment print on matte cotton paper, 22.5"x30" |
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